Today in my day dreams

An excerpt from my Jesus diary. Inspired by this oh-so-beautiful day ((making studying for math 10 times harder than normal)).

{By the way, I did some research. Ironically enough, scholars maintain that the term "mathematics"is an ancient translation meaning "that of satan" in a dead language from about 500 B.C.}

(Clearing my throat as if to say, "aaaaanywayyy") ...An excerpt from my Jesus diary:

"Jesus, words cannot hold you. With their arms stretched wide they cannot touch you. I could string letters together for an eternity without beginning to communicate your splendor. But still, I forget. I untie the string and let my lettered-words crash to the floor. In the morning I wake up and I actually believe that I can handle my day. I falsely believe it is my day with which to handle. When, again I start to just get by; to merely survive, I pick up my worthless letters again and I string them. I string and string. As I string, surviving changes. I remember what it is to live fulfilled. As I string the letters that cannot hold you, I remember what it feels like to live. Today, I could string all day." 

*sigh*....what I would give to string letters in that. 

stillness.restoration.[you.sort.my.thoughts.]renewal.calmness.good.[you.change.my.perspective.]you.are.you.are.

Nothin but love,

Bethany